Lyrics

Bella Lune – Abstracted Visions LP – 2007

1. Out Of Control
2. Transmissions
3. Neverwhere
4. Underwater
5. Full Moon On a Half Night
6. Silent and Still
7. Interlude
8. Blissful Escape
9. Coil
10. Don’t Walk Away
11. A Recurring Dream
12. Moonbow

Bella Lune – Synesthesia LP – 2010
1. Denial
2. This and the Other
3. Ophelia
4. A Different Effect
5. Who Knows
6. Illogical Logic
7. No Escape
8. The Dolly Pop Song
9. Spiral Effect
10. Unanswered Questions
11. Last Words
12. So Long Ago
13. The Finite One
14. Silent and Still (Black Jacket Remix)

Bella Lune – Ophelia Maxi-Single CD – 2011
1. Ophelia (Video Mix)
2. Ophelia (Riddles & Rhymes Mix)
3. Blissful Escape (Daniel Myer Mix)
4. This and the Other (Dystonix Mix)
5. The Dolly Pop Song (Deviate Mix)
6. Silent and Still (The Alacrity Mix)
7. Dead Souls (Joy Division Cover)
8. Ophelia (Ask For Joy Mix)
9. Underwater (The Captives Mix)

Bella Lune – Secrets LP – 2013
1. Hollow Hearts
2. The Biggest Lies
3. Utopian Dream
4. The Afterglow
5. The Wrong Way Home
6. Common Consciousness
7. Another
8. Take A Stand
9. Transmissions (Live Mix)

Bella Lune – Tranzendance LP – 2015
1. Onward 
2. Intoxicated 
3. Cease To Exist 
4. A Mission 
5. Don’t Wake Me Up 
6. Effective Immediately 
7. Lost 
8. This Is It 
9. While I’m Waiting 
10. Easier Said Than Done 
11. Hollow Hearts (Dystonix Mix) 
12. Without You 

All lyrics by Fuchsia unless otherwise stated.

Out of Control

Watching yourself in stop motion. In disjointed time, your path unfurls… Reveals the truth you so wished to hide. About to wake up from your fictional world…

Where did you go wrong? All of your dreams are gone.

Spun… Out… Of control…

Nothing is as it seems anymore. This is what you’ve created. This is your reality setting in. You’ve become everything you’ve always hated…

Where did you go wrong? All of your dreams are gone.

Spun… Out… Of control…

Now that you’re stuck in the pit of despair. Tell me do you wake up in the middle of the night wishing you could take it all back? Well, no words you can say will ever make it right…

Where did you go wrong? All of your dreams are gone.

Spun… Out… Of control…

Transmissions

Mystery is in the air… Following the melody… The sound, so sweet… dancing above our heads…

Listen to the transmissions… Strange news from another star…

Through ribbons of colour… That reflect in the light… We listen to the transmissions… of the sensuous night…

Listen to the transmissions… Strange news from another star…

Neverwhere

This feeling is intense. Its like a dreaming haze… It produces strange chemicals. That take hold and shake my brain…

Whirling around. They generate this buzz…

My senses have awoken. My gates begin to open. My head twirls in circles. Drifting into neverwhere…

Tendrils of passion. Graze over me gently. Creating a sense of. Blissful distraction. Floating past my skin. Spinning. Spinning…

My senses have awoken. My gates begin to open. My head twirls in circles. Drifting into neverwhere…

Its a world where everything is pretty again… Flowers blooming all around again… I inhale the sweet scent. Trying to hold onto some element… Before the dream slips away… And reality… Becomes… My curse…

My senses have awoken. My gates begin to open. My head twirls in circles. Drifting into neverwhere…

Underwater

Mermaids swirling… In dapples… Of light… Bubbling about… And flickering… In time…

Underwater… A message from the sea… Underwater

Fluidity in motion… They pull… Us in…Beckoning us… Into… A sea swept swim…

Underwater… A message from the sea… Underwater…

Full Moon On A Half Night

Reaching for the constellations. I close my eyes and dream the pain away. The looming shadows of the drifting clouds. Remind me of how times will always change… They pass like visions through the open air. My soul reaches upward, longing for flight. Angel whispers pull me into a dream. Into the full moon on this half night…

My soul slips away from this reality. In the eternal shimmering of stars. I’m one step closer to seeing clearly. The mirror of the image of my heart… Windswept lullabies carry me away. The cold night whispers secrets of my sleep. Colourful illusions of flowers. Inside the shadow of my lulling dream…

Does your sky look the same? Under the full moon… Even though we’re so far away. On this half night…

Silent and Still

With your eternal eyes, quiet and open, you stare into space. Your soft, shimmering procession, is apparent in your empty gaze… Your beauty lies peacefully. Breathing softly, your tales of the past. Your destiny is eternity. Nothing in this reality is made to last…

Death creeps silently upon us, opening her cruel hands… She’s coming to take us with her, into her eternal land…

Your face is like solid stone. so perfectly painted and pale. Your hands are cold, and your body rests quietly. so delicate and frail… Reminds me that this fragile life, is merely a loan to us. Until we too fall silent and still. And vanish into the blowing dust…

Death creeps silently upon us, opening her cruel hands… She’s coming to take us with her, into her eternal land…

Interlude

…Random…

Blissful Escape

She slips into hopelessness from a displacing turn of events. When her world collapses. In a bubble, on her descent… All of her feelings unravel, so suddenly losing her mind. An epidemic storm overtakes her, spinning its way inside…

Something foreign takes hold of her, creeping into the core. Alienating her from everything that ever brought her peace before… With emptiness lurking around her, her life begins to go numb. Existing to inexist in fear of what shes become…

This is your blissful escape… You’re falling further away…

An evolution of senses allows for an obscuring effect. She pretends to be someone else, as a means to disconnect… Fantasy only takes her so far, as does her game of masquerade. Falling into uncertainty, hoping the pain will fade… This is your blissful escape… You’re falling further away…

Coil

Slowly Uncoiling. This black tape covers my limbs. Stickily unrolling. I peel it on a whim. Beginning with my arms. And swirling down to my nails. Sticky situation. A heavy heart so frail.

I’m hiding. I’m fighting. For a way to get away. It finds me. It binds me. Crawls inside. And drags me down.

I wrap the reel tightly. As the spool is wearing thin. Unwinding my heart down my body. I’m screaming from within. The colours. Black and red. My love has been squandered. Consciousness drifts away. My life becomes a blur.

I’m hiding. I’m fighting. For a way to get away. It finds me. It binds me. Crawls inside. And drags me down.

Don’t Walk Away

I can’t help but feel as though you’re so far away. Inches span between us, but emptiness fills the space… Silence thickens the air. This buzzing in my head. We’ll kill eachother with cold. Communication hanging by a thread…

Don’t just walk away… Don’t Walk Away….

I can’t help but feel as though you don’t love me anymore. No matter what I do to impress, I end up feeling ignored… I reach out to touch you. To show you I still feel the same. But you writhe around, so distant. And I can tell you’re slipping away…

Don’t just walk away… Don’t Walk Away….

A Recurring Dream

…Random…

Moonbow

As the glare from the moonbow shines down upon my face. I glance at you, my dear, so unique and strange… The soft wind whispers through us, immersed in this feeling. Your presence is intriguing, the ambience leaves me reeling…

Abstracted visions around us…. Lulling sensations surround us…

The smell of the rain thats passed, creates an atmosphere. That fills me full of life and diminishes my fears… You embrace me in your aura. I’m bathing in your light. Between the two of us and the haloed sky, I’m surrounded in sensual delight…

Abstracted visions around us…. Lulling sensations surround us…

Denial

Twisted Proposition. Two souls. Real compassion. Broken society. Lack of Understanding.

Take my hand. Don’t give up. Our love will conquer. Don’t ever stop…

Forbidden suggestion. Equality. Unbroken vows. Narrow minds leak fragmented rationale.

Take my hand. Don’t give up. Our love will conquer. Don’t ever stop…

Stay with me. We can’t hold back. Old Systems fail. In Denial… Stay with me. We can’t stop fighting. Old order crumbles. In Denial…

This And The Other

Strange coincidence. Cubism at its finest. Shapes shifting…

Merging. Emerging…

The magic from a dream. Infinite layers deep…

It’s not as random as it seems…

This and the other…

Ophelia (Lyrics by Fuchsia and Kal3id)

Her love is brief. A woman speaking. In riddles and rhymes.

Accident or suicide?

Your halo sinking with your heart again. I hear you calling and I feel it even more. But Ophelia I’ve nearly drowned before.

Delusional. Broken willow. Pregnant with regret. Scattered flowers near her body. Swept away with the tide.

Accident or suicide?

Your halo sinking with your heart again. I hear you calling and I feel it even more. But Ophelia I’ve nearly drowned before.

A Different Effect

When you look around what do you see? Open your pretty eyes to this reality. Clouding your vision with delusions will lead to disappointment and false conclusions.

What did you expect? A Different effect? Insanity is repeating. What did you expect? A Different effect? In circles over then again… then again… again… then again…

Its all a mirage. Perception is key. Flow with the river. There are no guarantees.

What did you expect? A Different effect? Insanity is repeating. What did you expect? A Different effect? In circles over then again. What did you expect? A Different effect? Do it all over then again. What did you expect? A Different effect? Insanity repeats itself…

Let it go. Don’t sell your soul for a distant dream of the past.

Who Knows

Sweet tears and lullabies. Ever turning back goodbyes. Still standing here tongue tied. Still wondering why.

Pushing back regret. Pushing back what once was…

Who knows. Is this the last time? Who knows. Will it be kept inside? Who knows. Does it matter anymore? Who knows. Should we even try? Who knows. How deep the wounds lie? Who knows. Will we open our eyes? Who knows. Is there something else? Who knows. Is this really goodbye? Who knows.

Whisper words inside every loaded surprise. Filling her sinking eyes. They cry with losing time.

Pushing back regret. Pushing back what once was…

Who knows. Is this the last time? Who knows. Will it be kept inside? Who knows. Does it matter anymore? Who knows. Should we even try? Who knows. How deep the wounds lie? Who knows. Will we open our eyes? Who knows. Is there something else? Who knows. Is this really goodbye? Who knows.

Illogical Logic

I am a phantom of your imagination that you can’t sustain. I am fading like a ghost for reasons I can’t explain. I am a stolen moment in sequence that will soon be gone. I am a fleeting memory its time I have withdrawn.

Illogical logic takes control. My wings begin to unfold. Illogical logic takes control…

You were never the one. The truth is yours to concede. You’re the only one who can fill the void, the wounds from which you bleed. You are the forgotten image, a trace in the back of my mind. You’re soon to be a stranger again. A secret forever undefined.

Illogical logic takes control. My wings begin to unfold. Lifting me into the air. Illogical logic takes control…

No Escape

A rustle in the tunnel of darkness. Gripping for the comfort that slowly comes to pass. The devious windings of the dreary cave. Prove to be nothing more than a tedious maze.

Her tumbling flight only draws her further in. Knowing that she’ll never feel the warmth of home again..

Seeping black. Can’t turn back. Somersaults in her head. Hollow space. A life misplaced. Somersaults in her head. Losing faith. No escape. Somersaults in her head…

Running through the waning unsteady light. As the last twitch of hope fades with the blooming night. The only noise around her is her own echoed screams. Hoping that this nightmare is just a fleeting dream.

Her tumbling flight only draws her further in. Knowing that she’ll never feel the warmth of home again…

Seeping black. Can’t turn back. Somersaults in her head. Hollow space. A life misplaced. Somersaults in her head. Losing faith. No escape. Somersaults in her head…

The Dolly Pop Song

When I go out to the club. I take my lollipops. The girlies want them so bad. They beg until their nickers drop.

Deviate… Violate… Fornicate… Penetrate… Deviate… Violate… Violate… Violate…

They want to lick and suck my delicious lollipops. The flavours are so intense. The sweetness never stops. Pretty pink cherry. The secret’s been spread. I know you want it, when you give me those Fuck me eyes. Fuck me eyes.

The dollypop song. Deviate. The dollypop song. Violate. The dollypop song. Deviate. Fuck me eyes. Fuck me eyes.

Deviate… Violate… Fornicate… Penetrate… Deviate… Violate… Deviate… Deviate…

How many licks… [Prime position] Does it take… [Ultimate submission] To get to… [Prime position] The center… [Ultimate submission]

The dollypop song. Deviate. The dollypop song. Violate. The dollypop song. Deviate. Fuck me eyes. Fuck me eyes. The dolly pop song… The dolly pop song… [repeat]

Spiral Effect

Love has a price when it all falls away. The only way out is through the unknown.

Little lost beauty queen, pretty facade its all a dream.

Spiral effect… Running out of time… Holding onto… Every ounce of goodbye… Fading hope… Killing inside… Holding onto… Every ounce of goodbye…

Avenues break apart. Flowing tears they stream. Home is so far when it all falls away.

Little lost beauty queen, pretty facade its all a dream.

Spiral effect… Running out of time… Holding onto… Every ounce of goodbye… Fading hope… Killing inside… Holding onto… Every ounce of goodbye…

Unanswered Questions

A sense of urgency. Uncontrollable frenzy. A need to know what lies underneath.

Keep moving on… You can’t turn back now… Keeping moving on… It’s too late to turn back now…

The ghosts will lead to the secrets. Follow them down to find the truth…

Unanswered questions. A taste of beyond. The shadows beneath the lies tell all in the end.

Keep moving on… You can’t turn back now… Keeping moving on… It’s too late to turn back now…

The ghosts will lead to the secrets. Follow them down to find the truth… There is no truth.

Last Words

Do you have any last words before your’re served?

On a busy street she received the news so clear. Bright lights flicker and fade. Illuminating. Creating halos and shadows around her as she whispers the words he never wanted to hear.

Daggers of hate behind her eyes. Ripping the fabric the binds. Chasing dragons numbs the pain. Only an empty shell remains.

Do you have any last words before your’re served?

Its later now and slower now. Stargazing in the street. Anticipation is growing. Turning corners in hopes and dreams. Can there really be a happily ever after?

Daggers of hate behind her eyes. Ripping the fabric the binds. Chasing dragons numbs the pain. Only an empty shell remains.

Do you have any last words before your’re served?

So Long Ago

This is the place where we say goodbye. Reflections of my thoughts mirrored on your face. The end cannot be denied. The night cradles us in it’s sullen embrace.

I’m afraid of the future. I can’t see past the present.

Just once more. Before you go. Hold me like you did, so long ago.

This wasted romance is beyond repair. We cannot continue living this lie. Let’s put an end to this affair. This is the place where we say goodbye.

I’m afraid of the future. I can’t see past the present.

Just once more. Before you go. Hold me like you did, so long ago. Just once more. Before you go. Love me like you did, so long ago.

The Finite One

The finite one. Live beautiful dreams!

The blood red river flows. Life draining from your body. How could I have known? In disbelief you’re gone.

Clear your conscious. It’s not your fault. Life is changing in the blink of an eye. The guilt it kills. Tearing from the inside. It comes quickly. May all your tears subside.

The finite one. Live beautiful dreams!

Delicate mortality. What could I have done? Completely unaware of time. Waiting for you to come home.

Clear your conscious. It’s not your fault. Life is changing in the blink of an eye. The guilt it kills. Tearing from the inside. It comes quickly. May all your tears subside.

The finite one. Live beautiful dreams!

Dead Souls (Lyrics by Joy Division)

Someone take these dreams away. That point me to another day. A duel of personalities. That stretch all true realities.

They keep calling me. They keep calling me. Keep on calling me. They keep calling me.

Where figures from the past stand tall. Their mocking voices ring the halls. Imperialistic house of prayer. Conquistadors who took their share.

They keep calling me. They keep calling me. Keep on calling me. They keep calling me.

Hollow Hearts

As the fire goes out… On their sleeping souls… Hollow hearts they weep… For secrets tucked in deep. All this time goes by… Without a word… Becoming cold… As it all unfolds.

Hollow Hearts become so cold. Sleeping souls become so old

It can never be the same. It will never be the same.

They will erase… The memories that they made… So many changes… As this life rearranges… As they meet again… After all this time… Tension is abound… Screaming at the sound.

Hollow Hearts become so cold. Sleeping souls become so old.

It can never be the same. It will never be the same

The Biggest Lies

They tucked us into bed. And told us a story. It’s all we had. So we believed it.

The biggest lies…

We can sleep at night. But we are their prey. We work all our lives. So they can get paid. While they suck us dry.

The biggest lies…

We know no other way. There has to be some means of escape.

They keep telling us. Some of the biggest lies. They’re on their private jets. While we’re barely getting by. Instead of fighting. We just close our eyes. While they choose to
Rob us blind.

The biggest lies…

The corporations are the super powers. Buying the right to take away our rights. When it’s all gone they’ll throw us away. And leave us to decay.

The biggest lies…

We’re paying the puppeteers. As they steal our souls. And take full control. They’re getting rich. From our suffering. And our bravery. It’s a modern form of slavery.

We know no other way. There has to be some means of escape.

They keep telling us. Some of the biggest lies. They’re on their private jets. While we’re barely getting by. Instead of fighting. We just close our eyes. While they choose to
Rob us blind.

The biggest lies…

There is no justice. Locked up. For not paying more. With what we dont have. Guilty until proven innocent.

Freedom is a lie. Justice is a joke. Why do we bow down and take it? We have to fight back. For our basic rights. We have to stand up. And demand.

We know no other way. There has to be some means of escape.

They keep telling us. Some of the biggest lies. They’re on their private jets. While were barely getting by. Instead of fighting. We just close our eyes. While they choose to
Rob us blind.

The biggest lies…

Utopian Dream

Floating in sky. Drifting up high. Fragile as we fly. Hope to never say goodbye.

Spinning in and out. Circling to the sound. Beauty all around. Don’t ever want to look down.

Grounded reality. Drowning fatality. Invades my veins. This exquisite pain. Blinded, strain to see. This weight is crushing me.

Liquid feelings within. Flowing in my skin. Rushing back again. Is it just an illusion?

Grounded reality. Drowning fatality. Invades my veins. This exquisite pain. Blinded, strain to see. This weight is crushing me.

Swirling lost at sea. Stealing reverie. Cascading extasy. Its my utopian dream.

Grounded reality. Drowning fatality. Invades my veins. This exquisite pain. Blinded, strain to see. This weight is crushing me.

The Afterglow

You pulled me into a perfect trance. Seems like im slipping, spiraling. I’m lost and swimming inside your ocean. This is where i need to be. Secret castles caves of treasure. Were sealed under my skin. My walls were high. You slipped inside. Now you’re buried within.

Oh, The Afterglow

Riding the waves… Of possibility. With the skies over head. And the oceans underneath. This feeling runs as deep, As the abysal plane. As fast as the currents flow. We’re gonna undergo a sea change.

Oh, The Afterglow

The Wrong Way Home

Pulled into pieces. I am torn. still shaken. Breathtaken. I’ve been transformed. Step into the moment. Step into the fear. In a precarious predicament. But pure bliss is near…

It’s a new day. In need of a quick break away. To move ahead Into a brighter day.

I don’t want to look back. I can’t be there anymore. I wanna take the long way home. I’m gonna the wrong home tonight. The wrong way home feels so right. So I’m gonna keep driving all night.

Birds need their wings to fly. I’m staring back at your vacant eyes. Your touch is a loaded gun. The scenes we’ve played will remain undone.

It’s a new day. In need of a quick break away. To move ahead Into a brighter day.

I don’t want to look back. I can’t be there anymore. I wanna take the long way home. I’m gonna the wrong home tonight. The wrong way home feels so right. So I’m gonna keep driving all night.

I will always remember… The time that we spent. But holding onto the past… Only takes away from the present.

It’s a new day. In need of a quick break away. To move ahead Into a brighter day.

I don’t want to look back. I can’t be there anymore. I wanna take the long way home. I’m gonna the wrong home tonight. The wrong way home feels so right. So I’m gonna keep driving all night.

Common Consciousness

The flowers of enchantment have long since died. Though the blowing petals still remain. I want you to know that I always tried. And now our lives will never be the same.

Petals become ashes. [Forgiveness] Petals become ashes. [Will set you free]

Common consciousness. We’re all the same. Underneath our scars. We all feel pain.

The storm’s growl taunts my sleepless nights. As rushing wind screams past my ears. I wonder if it was worth the fight. As I recall the passing of our years.

Petals become ashes. [Forgiveness] Petals become ashes. [Will set you free]

Common consciousness. We’re all the same. Underneath our scars. We all feel pain. Common consciousness. I wish you would see, We bleed the same, We grieve the same. You’re no different than me.

Petals become ashes. [Forgiveness] Petals become ashes. [Will set you free]

Common consciousness. We’re all the same. Underneath our scars. We all feel pain. Common consciousness. I wish you would see, We bleed the same, We grieve the same. You’re no different than me.

Common consciousness. We’re all the same. Deep underneath our scars. We all feel pain. Common consciousness. I wish you would see. We bleed the same. We grieve the same. Forgiveness will set you free.

Another (Lyrics by Kal3id)

It’s just chemistry, I said. Downed my coffee, Bowed my head for a pause… You know the long term effects of a lost cause… Deserve a nod and applause. And things that I’ve seen… Have left a minefield of my mind. A more cynical me. But then you have to believe in something. Wide eyes dream and lie awake. I wanted to change. I wanted to be like she before she. Her before her. And she before me, but…

Now I’m another. Just like the others. Passing you by like the time. I’m telling you things that you already know. Well I wanted to change. I wanted to change.

It’s just chemistry, you said. Downed your coffee, Bowed your head for a pause… As if the long term effects of a lost cause… Deserve a nod and applause. And things that I’ve seen… Have left a minefield of my mind. A more cynical me. But then you have to believe in something. Wide eyes dream and lie awake. I wanted to change. I wanted to be like he before she. Her before him. and he before me, but…

Now I’m another. Just like the others. Passing you by like the time. I’m telling you things that you already know. Well I wanted to change. I wanted to change.

Take A Stand

Take a stand… Take a stand…

He sent a calvary brigade. A cold wave. The innocent slain. A hatred campaign. This underground state… Tonight we’ve got to… Get away.

The secret star. Fighting a defensive war. A sacrifice… Of those with the mark

Collapsing our borders. Taking us as prisoner.

Its time we take a stand.

Take a stand… Take a stand…

Foreign policy. Killing hope. With speed and brutality. Forced into ghettos. They’re merciless and without pity. We’re fighting… Futility.

The secret star. Fighting a defensive war. A sacrifice… Of those with the mark

Collapsing our borders. Taking us as prisoner.

The secret star. Fighting a defensive war. A sacrifice… Of those with the mark

Take a stand… Take a stand…

Onward

All that we were is not worth all this.
It’ll soon be forgotten words dismissed.
In the moment we get stuck…
in superficial masks and shallow stuff.

Let go of vagabonds that chase
their self inflicted wounds, they’ll stab in haste.
In the moment when they get stuck…
in superficial masks and shallow stuff.

When all is done and the sun rays are declining (I’ve gotta move onward).
My head explodes and my thoughts are confining (you’ve gotta move onward).
Lies and deception create the silver lining (we’ve gotta move onward).
Peel away the lining and reveal the real you (onward).

It’s all of the intricate details,
like red lips and painted nails
that tend to succeed in confining,
leaving me no ability to peel away the lining.
And now I am to blame. I should be ashamed.
I will never be aware of how to repair
this damaged ego of shame, because for her its all a game.

When all is done and the sun rays are declining (I’ve gotta move onward).
My head explodes and my thoughts are confining (you’ve gotta move onward).
Lies and deception create the silver lining (we’ve gotta move onward).
Peel away the lining and reveal the real you (onward).

When all is said and done (I’ve gotta move onward),
and the light is glowing. (You’ve gotta move onward)
Illuminating, your true face is showing. (We’ve gotta move onward).
Lies and deception prevent me from knowing the real you. (Onward)

I’ve gotta move onward.
You’ve gotta move onward.
We’ve gotta move onward.
I’ve gotta move onward.

Intoxicated

You leave me mesmerized
on a night like tonight
the club lights shine,
as we find ourselves entranced
as the shooting shapes pass by.

Couldn’t be more elated
Intoxicated
In over my head again
Perfect cliche
Inhibition thrown away
In over my head
Intoxicated

Lifting eyes of adoration.
Secret longings of a stranger.
We are both a blur, the unknown ones
entering into a new world.

Couldn’t be more elated
Intoxicated
In over my head again
Perfect cliche
Inhibition thrown away
In over my head
Intoxicated

Cease To Exist

Where has all the snow been falling? It’s gone. Raising the sea level, by our own ignorance and self indulgence. Now the seas are filling… with all the snow thats fallen. And it raises the level… of the climate on the earth, and birds sing songs about how things should be.

I cannot believe the disrespect I’ve seen…
on this earth, our mother, persists faithfully.
Keep the air and the land and the oceans clean.
What a great world it would be.

Most think it’s not that bad. The earth, it pays while we laugh and live. No, it’s not looking good for us. Yeah, it’s not good. Most think it’s not that bad. The world pays and we’ll cease to exist.

I cannot believe the disrespect I’ve seen…
on this earth, our mother, persists faithfully.
Keep the air and the land and the oceans clean.
What a great world it would be.

A Mission

It’s these things that I treasure
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
You are a bittersweet poem in my soul.
It’s my heart that you stole.
I’ll fill your sullen heart
when you fall apart.
You’re a promise in my head.
All the feelings left unsaid.

You’re the killer in my life.
I’ll have you… with time…

I’m in a fragile condition.
You are my only addiction.
An unusual disposition.
I’m on a mission.

Consuming poison
from the well you try to hide.
I drink your reason
to bide my time.
As much as I avoid it,
my fears are amplified.
You will be my end.
I’ll have you with time.

I’m in a fragile condition.
You are my only addiction.
An unusual disposition.
I’m on a mission.

You’re the killer in my life.
I’ll have you… with time…

I’m in a fragile condition.
You are my only addiction.
An unusual disposition.
I’m on a mission.

Don’t Wake Me Up

If this is a dream… Don’t wake me up.

Who ever said falling could be so enlightening?
I never thought I could feel this alive.
I never imagined this kind of peace.
Even dreams can’t compare to how I feel inside.
Having you near means the world to me.
I can only hope that you don’t fall away.
I would sink inside an ocean of sorrow
if we ever come to see that day.

If this is a dream… Don’t wake me up.

I never thought I could feel this alive.
Even dreams can’t compare to how I feel inside.
Having you near means the world to me.
I never imagined this kind of peace.
Is it too good to be true?
Am I not seeing what’s being concealed?
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Is the truth yet to be revealed?

If this is a dream… Don’t wake me up.

Sweet dreams and kisses
where does the time go?
You will be missed

All night long…
Interwoven.
In perfect harmony.

If this is a dream… Don’t wake me up.

Effective Immediately

You said you were leaving.
You hate your life, and everything needs to change.
What was I supposed to do?
I’ve paid your price over and over again.

A loss of control.
Lack of accountability.
Officially wasted.
Effective immediately.

How are we going to get by?
When everything we’ve know has flown away?
My heart is already shattered,
leaving nothing but broken remains.

A loss of control.
Lack of accountability.
Officially wasted.
Effective immediately.

It’s not easy to erase the past.
Leave it all behind and start again.
I kept holding on too long,
but it’s too far gone, and it’s all so wrong.

A loss of control.
Lack of accountability.
Officially wasted.
Effective immediately.

Lost

Time isn’t the same.
All that’s left is a shade of his mind.
He writhes with a twinge of yearning
and craves a slice of life like it was before.

Depressed. Unrest. Disturbed. Paranoid.
Twisted. Insane. Deranged. He’s lost his mind.

He ponders in bewilderment
and sadness at the faces
of the quiet and forgotten,
and feels a hint of desire.

Depressed. Unrest. Disturbed. Paranoid.
Twisted. Insane. Deranged. He’s lost his mind.

As he lay alone and deserted
the hopeless distress burns
like an endless nightmare
that tortures his neverending nights.

Depressed. Unrest. Disturbed. Paranoid.
Twisted. Insane. Deranged. He’s lost his mind.

The fabric of will is burnt.
Vicious inevitability.
He’s destroyed all that was.
Chokes it down in a single swig

This Is It

Fight or flight your right to die
ends with my heart dont say goodbye.
I ball my fists, you pull your knife,
as shades of red bleed through my sight.

Don’t give up.
Don’t give in.
You’ve only got one life to live.
This is it.

Fury fills my brain.
Madness fills your eyes.
I can’t just stand by
and turn a blind eye.

When you don’t want to try,
know that the past and future are a lie.
Don’t let the present pass you by.
This is life.

When patience runs dry
and we don’t see eye to eye.
We can’t deny…
This is life.

While I’m Waiting

A hundred calls not one from you.
A thousand eyes stare and none are yours.
A million voices all singing the wrong tune.
A billion faces, none of them as beautiful as you.

You haunt my stolen moments. I could overdose on you.
Still dripping with midnight glitter and floating on air.
I will fall asleep thinking of you…

You make me feel so hopeless
No choice but to succumb
You make me feel so anxious
I have been overcome

While I’m waiting… for your call…

Easier Said Than Done

Forget all you’ve had.
Disremember.
Set your love aside.
Look the other way.
Let it all slip from your memory.
Wipe the slate clean.

Conceive of the inconceivable.
Achieve the imperceivable.
Easier said than done…
Conceive of the inconceivable.
Achieve the imperceivable.
Much easier said than done…

Forget all you’ve had.
Live again at last.

Without You

There comes a time
when you have to cut all ties.
Peel the veil away
and just let the dying stars fade.

Without you…

The absence is silent
before inevitable unquiet.
Peel the veil away
and just let the dying stars fade.

Without you…

Now the room,
the room is hushed,
with the songs we’ll never sing.
As our hearts and souls go numb,
this is the day we knew would come.

I dont want you
I dont need you
This is the day we knew would come

Without you…